I am such a whore... (Listen to Wedding Dress by Derek Webb for the context)

Here I am. I have everything. A job that allows me to be creative as I want to be, and I don't feel creative at all right now. I'm in a stellar slump... It's not that I'm sad or feel bad, Its just that I'm lazy as hell. Not news to me or anybody else, but you'd think that Jesus would be cause enough to get me off my ass. Truth is, that I'm just not very good at life.

Maybe its the suburbs... everything is so clean I feel like I'm in a cell in a Mental Institution when I drive down the street. Then again, maybe I'm just not very creative. I think that scares me the most.

Maybe its Emily (I love you babe) but its possible that since I've got my girl I don't feel like there is much to strive for. Or maybe its that I'm so focused on getting where I want the relationship to go that I can't see much else. (Hope it works out that way either way)

Then again, maybe its just a slump and I'm just waiting on something to capture my imagination again.

Lord, capture my imagination again! Please!